Son, you're on to something. Your life will be more and more free the more you transfer control, trust, and faith to me and in me. I can handle all of your life; you can't. I have everything under control; you have little under self-control.
Continue to release more of what stresses you over to me. That will free you up for My good and perfect will for your life.
Continue to put less trust in your capabilities and plans and more in mine. You have limits. I don't.
Proverbs 16:32 NIV
 Better a patient person than a warrior, one with self-control than one who takes a city.
Ecclesiastes 2:19 NIV
 And who knows whether that person will be wise or foolish? Yet they will have control over all the fruit of my toil into which I have poured my effort and skill under the sun. This too is meaningless.
Also, take more notes. I am pouring wisdom and insight into you. Remember what I teach you. Share with others when the moment is right.